Catherine Jane Reasoner December 8, 1931 – November 3, 2025 I am not sure what to do with all the feelings inside my heart about her, how to summarize someone who was such a great presence in my life. I knew her as a child, from my mind as a child, she will always be tainted by a lens of nostalgia in this sense. She will be a different person to me than she was to anyone else. For she and I were unique in all the world, as love often is, our laughter, our hugs, the times I c

It took me a slow series of movements to get up from the carpet I had laid on, face smushed into its fibers, my chest flat against the soft hard surface. Sometimes you just gotta lay on the ground and think empty thoughts. My tailbone, sacral joint? or whatever bone is right above my butt crack, is in severe pain. I have nausea, gas, bladder inflammation, clitorodynia, constipation, pelvic floor dysfunction, hydronephrosis of the right kidney flank pain, probably all caused i